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Sad swapfell papyrus1/20/2024 ![]() "Everything will be fine, maybe not right now, maybe not tomorrow but someday" he said and you felt those familiar tears fall down your face. "It'll be fine" he said and leaned his head onto yours. He took his arm around you and pulled you closer to him, making you feel more warmth. He looked down onto you and saw your eyes filled with sadness and lack of hope. He was now sitting beside you in your room, seeing darkness while he felt your head resting softly onto his shoulder. Why did it have to become this way? What did you do to deserve this? You didn't know and you so desperately wanted to know but in the end you never got your answers. That you were destined to be like this forever. You thought that you weren't capable of feeling happiness. It felt nice to have him around but even with his kindness and softness this pain you felt would not disappear nor your loneliness. He would often take care of you with just small things such as being there when you were crying or when you felt lonely he would take you in his arms and hold you close to him. It was nice to have him around you when you felt at your worst. He came to your life with kindness and softness. You wished you could just disappear but everytime you tried you chickened out, thinking: 'I'll be fine tomorrow' There wasn't anything left of you expect that. The crying, the failing, the sadness, the loneliness was a part of your life and a part of you. You just walked through life with damp look in your eyes and curved down lips, minding your own business and trying your best even though you knew you would fail anyways. There wasn't anything more to do anymore. To even think about it hurt so much, more than it already hurt. You knew that for sure and that no one would save you from this. You weren't special and you weren't someone which was from a fairy tale. Who could love someone which was broken? No one and especially not you. No one wanted to be with someone which was broken. Who would be with someone like you? You were insecure and hated yourself so much. Sometimes, no always you thought that you would be alone for the rest of your life. It hurt to think about it but it was the truth you never really wanted to believe in but you have accepted it. You cried oh so much but that never fixed anything and especially when no one was there to hear it. Loneliness was always around the corner and it felt like it would never leave. Life was hard and there wasn't anything you could do about it. You to be honest really wanted it to break sometimes when life took a dark turn. It felt like it would break soon but it didn't for some strange reason. ![]() It always hurt around your chest and your heart. He’s Casually Morbid about even the most gruesome topics, he just slides it in like normal conversation.You didn't really know if you would be okay anymore.Especially towards his brother, but he’s working on backing off a bit because he knows Sans can fend for himself.Though if anyone ever hurts the people he cares about then Big Miss Steak.He’s not a fan of hurting people when he has no reason to. ![]() He can literally tear people apart if he’s wholly willing to. Though that drops pretty quickly in the onset of a fight.
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